My dad recently had a son within the last year or so which was really weird. I kind of resented him for it at first because he was in no position for that and he is irresponsible as it is. You start to reflect back on your own childhood and upbringing and envision if that's gonna be the same scenario for someone else. I hated the idea at first, and I'm still not crazy about it, but as time has gone by and I've been able to observe how things are going I'm warming up to it.
Now, I know I'm at a point where I need to develop a relationship with him even though he's away. He needs siblings that love him and are willing to help him through whatever hardships head his way as he gets older. The whole situation is weird and foreign, but I think the more I expose myself to it the better it will get.
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